You stand the
test of time, unfazed and unaltered.
You stand my
stench, wincing with slight grimace.
You stand en
pointe, sturdy and stoic.
Because
everything else is a deviation
Because you are
the only entity that holds true
Because everything else is an aberration
My brief (and valiant/miserable
attempt of) ode to you, the one who has just attained legal adulthood, is how I
shall begin this mini-series.
This milestone
is only the start. It merely entitles you to jail time and not detention in
troubled homes.
It also grants
you entrance to the subordinate court instead of the juvenile variant.
You can now
strut the clubs within American borders without feeling ridiculed by how
Singapore’s(of all places) legal age is 18.
Some things do
not change, though.
You are still
unable to voice out any sort of political/religious dissent in public.
How bleak and
pessimistic this outlook of our world. These are the times we live in.
Fortunately for me, you provide me respite, the first break of light post
dawn.
You are my
Fermina, my Lolita, my Daisy and my Cheryl.
The concept of
infidelity evades me. When I have someone like you, it takes an outright
defiance of logic to hanker for anything else. Because no one else can match up
to what you can provide. Not even close.
Our bodies wither with time.
Our love, if quantifiable, will not diminish but only grow to become stronger.
There are many
more 21 years to come, and let this be the milestone that always reminds you on
the first step towards reality.
The reality
that the shelter above your head will no longer be propped up by the mighty arms of your
parents.
The reality
that you will be putting yourself up for constant and perpetual review by your
peers and your superiors.
The reality
that nothing comes free in this world; that without toiling, you shall be bereft of the comforts that you currently own.
This somehow
seems more like introspection, an outward profession of what I feel about
myself.
In any case,
the bereavement that I can imagine is way too much for me to take. I know
better than to let someone like you slip from my fingers.
It has also
been proven that we are loss averse than gain-driven. If so, let me be
constantly reminded of the possible nightmare that will drive all my dreams to
ground should the time happen that I am no longer worthy of you.
Guileless as
always
Z
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